51. Sabet

Sabet, 30, Germany, x.com/detrans_de

"Hey, I’m a Detrans woman who was born in Bavaria in Germany. I transitioned and detransitioned in my 20s. I took Testosterone for 3 years and had a double mastectomy. I’d now say, that I transitioned because of the discrimination I experienced back in Bavaria, when I grew up. There were some social rules, how girls and later young women were supposed to be. I never fitted those rules and I also become anorexic for a bit of time. I also realized pretty soon that I’m also attracted to women. I didn’t know any bi or homosexual women, so I suppressed my sexuality and thought of myself as pervert. Later I changed the city, but there I just met bi and homosexual women, who did self harm. I didn’t want to be those woman. Later I again changed city, and I stumbled about the idea of being trans. I wasn’t sure if I really was trans, when I started T, but I didn’t know what else to do and I was suffering. After the mastectomy, which actually should bring freedom and peace, I realized it just brought me bodily harm. So a year later I stopped T and got in contact with other detrans women via social media. The gender critical movement helped me a lot, because they told me, I could be a women, whatever my look was like. I’m still struggling a bit, but I guess it’s getting better. I managed to move to a place in the country, where homosexuality and not fitting the gender stereotypes is widely accepted. Now I somehow have to mange my inner discriminator. "